I really don't mean to keep waxing lyrical about my friends, but I am genuinely surprised at the reactions/responses I've been getting. They have been nothing short of real blessings. I have had one sincerely offer to take me to the doctor's upon hearing I'm ill, another insisting to fly me over to Bangkok for a good time upon hearing about the breakup, a few taking my phone calls almost daily to pour out my sadness at any time I wish, ... And not to mention all the other little acts/words of kindness, love and support I've had from so many.

It just makes me think, that even though it seems I wasn't good enough, or right for you, there must still be something about me worth caring for, or I must have done something right for these precious friends to really care, and not just say things for the sake of them. I can feel their sincerity, and it moves me :)

Randomness :

My Prof lost my thumb drive. Grrr.

You're in all my memories, and it really cuts to think about happier times.

I was running a flu/fever this afternoon. God it sucks to be sick and sad.

I called you again, and I don't know if that's a mistake. Worse, you haven't called back. Not that you probably will.

Yes, it is a bad day today.