The Ribbon On My Wrist Says, "DO NOT OPEN BEFORE CHRISTMAS <3"

I jumped, jumped, jumped my way to wobbly knees and jelly arms at the Fall Out Boy concert at Expo tonight. They played my favourite songs, and I have to say I feel content :) Well, the crowd was a little young for us - mostly international-school ang moh kids, some with parents/chaperones in tow! - and we were really the minority, and the venue was only half-packed, and Fall Out Boy played only for an hour ... but that still doesn't change the fact that I heard Fall Out Boy play live, and that's simply awwwwwesome.

Hehehe.

Boo to the fact that I have a 10am project meeting tomorrow, followed by rehearsals, then free time, then rehearsals (What am I going to do in between?!), and my heart has unfortunately sunk to a low and heavy position that it is in now. I need restful sleep.

I feel painfully aware of my inadequacies. And in some weird way, I feel hurt. I want to say I'm not feeling like this, I'm braver than this, I'm bigger than this; but I can't say it. All I can do is heave a big sigh, and resign myself to it.