"That'll Do Pig; That'll Do."

Today was utterly, mindblowingly, frustratingly confusing. From Finance class to QM class to boyfriend, everything was enough to make me tear my hair out.

I felt like in everything I tried my very best, but somehow it was not yielding the results I wanted/needed. It was the most frustrating thing to feel, enough to make me want to fling something across the room (and I'm not a violent person usually).

Then just now, as Marc was driving me home and we'd settled into an exhausted silence borne from too many exchanged words, it just occurred to me : I've tried hard enough for today. Even if my Finance is still a question mark, even if QM still remains an analogical nightmare under the hands of my prof, even if me and him still can't see eye to eye, it's okay. Because I've given it my best, I really have, and that's good enough. I'll just have to rest now and try again tomorrow.

I'm going to try and live by that, because goodness knows there are a million things to overwhelm me right now, and I'm already feeling up to my neck. And I have to find some way to preserve my sanity through it all.

Life's little epiphanies eh.