Eva Langorious.

Living in my little busy bubble these few days, I've managed to control the panic and frustration I felt a week ago about school. I just try to do what Joycey tells me, and focus on the tasks ahead of me this week, and live it day by day.

I don't know why, but these few days I've been doing alot of thinking and self-reflection, and the Jay Chou songs I've been listening to only help feed my emo side and maybe exacerbate it. Haha. But yeah, I've been thinking about the direction I want to take in life - what my parents, for example, want for me, and what I want for myself - and about the kind of friend/student/daughter/girlfriend I am to all the people around me. Don't know what got me into this mood in the first place.

Anyhoo. I met Lyd and Ritz today in the library, and it just reminded me that it's the simple things in life that matter. It's not the grades, the first job, or any of those abstract things I've been pondering on. Seeing my friends around school and hanging with them for awhile, walking home while it is actually still bright out, having a short Pick & Bite break with Marc... things like that.

Oh god I'm getting all philosophical again, and I don't really want to, today. I just want to enjoy this feeling while it lasts.

"Take some time, just hang around awhile
I'd like to sit this silent moment out"
- Zero 7, "In Time"